Posted by karen_kay on July 6, 2004, at 9:12:43
In reply to about miss karen, posted by karen_kay on July 5, 2004, at 18:46:01
i feel better today. i think the liquor from the weekend caught up with me yesterday (and i'm NEVER drinking again :)
i've decided to not worry about the car anymore. he's responsible and knows what he's doing. it's in his name, not mine. i'll worry about him, but not the car.
i'll still worry about money, but don't we all?
the 'fairy tales': how can i not worry about them? i'll worry half as much and work twice as hard to make them happen. is that a good plan?
my dog will always hold me. and i have plenty of people who can tell me everything's ok, even if they can't hold me when they say it. so, i can get what i need, even if it's not at the same time.
i think i may be right about my mother, but i can always run home to my sister and she'd never tell me to stop crying. and i still know my mother loves me very much (she looked so lovely this weekend too!).
heck, i know i'm doing everything right! what was i worried about?
i always worry about my future. but, i think that's because i'm hesitant to make decisions that i really need to. perhaps this is a good learning experience for me?
about taking care of myself: i think i'm doing fine right now. i don't see any reason for that to change anytime soon.
about that little girl that no one wants: my beautiful niece wants to sit on my lap all the time (and i'm going to steal that little girl one day, i promise!!!!), any of my sisters would be here in a minute if i called them, my old man still puts up with my crap, and i still want me.
thanks everyone for saying the right things. you're all amazing! and i really feel much better today. promise!
poster:karen_kay
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