Posted by karen_kay on July 5, 2004, at 18:46:01
today i'm worried.
i'm worried about a new car in the driveway that i wasn't even told about (not that i should assume he has to ask me before buying a car, but a quick note saying he was would be nice.)
i'm worried about money.
i'm worried that all the 'fairy tales' i have in my head aren't going to happen.
i'm worried there's no one here to hold me and tell me everything's ok.
i'm worried about running home to my mother and she'll just tell me to stop crying and grow up.
i'm worried i'm not living life the way i should be.
i'm worried about my present, past and future (actually i'm terrified about my future).
i'm worried i'll never be able to take care of myself or find someone to take care of me.
i'm still worried i'm the little girl that no one wants and that worries me the most.
this list could go on forever, but i'll stop here.
poster:karen_kay
thread:363285
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