Posted by inthegloaming on March 31, 2004, at 8:17:53
In reply to Re: P.S. to above post, posted by TexasChic on March 30, 2004, at 15:51:47
hey guys;
thanks for all the posts of stories and well-wishes. i think this stuff kinda hits us harder for some reason, since many of us are/were broken in other ways.
ugh, i'm just so embarrassed. for the way i acted, for liking this girl in general.... she says it's all good between us but then she'll slip in something like 'i'm still confused about... never mind' and then will clam up about it. i'm left panicky and unresolved. i think i just need to clean up this self-hate and undo the brain poisioning i picked up when i was younger... the feeling of being toxic, etc. etc. siiigh. easier said than done.
-g.
poster:inthegloaming
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