Posted by Karen_kay on January 26, 2004, at 15:02:32
In reply to Re: Another Monday » Karen_kay, posted by All Done on January 26, 2004, at 13:39:04
Hmmmm... The first thing I always check is the fly to be certain it's buttoned. Not that I want to see anything, but I want to tell him so that I DON'T see anything, you know!! Yeah, funny that Beefcake was buttoning his shirt up. Why didn't you say something? Maybe Dance Party USA ran a bit late???
Don't feel bad about not posting. It's fine. I'm a bit hesitant about posting things when I'm not feeling up to it. I've posted some things I shouldn't have then had to go back and do good old "damage control" and I hate that! I always lead with "Stupid Post by Karen" Then try to refrain from posting for a while until I get my bearings straight. Well, I don't ever have things straight, but you know what I'm saying.
I was talking to my old man last night about how "I'm special and he's not" type of thing and came to the conclusion that everything about me that I think is special he doesn't even see...Like the fact that I dance in the car, but never in real life, or the fact that I always cook with an apron, but it's a vintage gardening apron, or that I ash cigarettes on my carpet but don't throw butts on the ground outside, or that when my dog poops on the floor I pet him instead of punish him (??? don't ask why, I jsut love him so much!)...Just my silly quirks or my odd sense of humor...Just the things aobut me that make me me and he doesn't even realize it because he has his head up his butt or whatever. I finally said, "Well, I'm dumping you but not right now because it isn't convenient for me. The timing just isn't right for me." He said, "Ok, well jsut let me know before you dump me. Give me some notice, ok? Like 2 weeks would be great." At least we have some point of reference..... Do you ever wonder if you're special? Like, I know I'm special. But I jsut wonder if other people see it sometimes... And PLEASE don't tell me I'm special, because I'm far more special than most people I know (oh, I'm so mean, but only kidding, you know!! :) I just wonder sometimes... Another moment of doubt...
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