Posted by All Done on January 26, 2004, at 12:04:49
I'm sorry - I don't mean to only post when I'm feeling bad, but I just haven't had much motivation to post otherwise lately.
I'm feeling so terrible I could cry. I dread going to work every day. I get a pit in my stomach that doesn't go away until 5:30 and then I don't want to go to sleep at night because the next morning will come even faster. I hate my job and I hate my career.
My husband and I have our first therapy session with my mom on Thursday. I'm so nervous about it I wish I could just cancel. But that would just be putting off the inevitable, I suppose.
Then, I start feeling guilty about being depressed because I think to myself I have a husband who regularly suggests I get massages and take bubble baths, a beautiful son that knows nothing is wrong with the world except the fact that Elmo isn't on TV 24/7 and friends who rival Beefcake in the support and compassion departments (not to mention I have Beefcake himself). I really shouldn't feel so bad, but the fact remains, I do.
Once again, thanks for listening. I hope you guys don't mind.
All Done
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