Posted by kara lynne on August 27, 2003, at 13:54:36
In reply to Re: And then he emailed me! » kara lynne, posted by fallsfall on August 27, 2003, at 9:33:20
Oh thanks, guys. I have a friend who, although her intentions are good, would almost have me believing those messages are veiled marriage proposals: 'That's the best he can do, he probably forgot all about yelling at you, he thinks this is trying', etc. etc. (I've stopped telling her for the most part.)
Thank you, fallsfall. He is torturing me. What the h*ll is this:
'"You don't want to be my friend."
"Ok, I'm never going to call you again."
"But wait, it's Sunday night and I'd rather be spending it with you."Yes, it's torture. That somehow makes it easier for me get angry about rather than morosely missing him. I wish it did mean I was loveable that's he's (lamely) trying to contact me, but it's probably him wanting to mess with me again for whatever fuel that provided his ego. And Tabitha I'm sure you're right. If we did get together it might be great for a minute or two and that can be so seductive...how nice it would be...but I think we would slip back sooner than you could say Bad Kara.
I realized yesterday it's easier to do this (like most things) day at a time. When I think, 'What if I never talk to him again?!', it's too much. If I think, 'What if I don't talk to him right now', it's more manageable. A little.
Fallsfall, how would we arrange that illicit jack transaction? Maybe I should take a stroll into Toys R Us today and I'll get lucky. You are too sweet to get those for me and zen. It was so funny to see that someone else noticed they were hard to come by!
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