Posted by kara lynne on August 24, 2003, at 22:35:34
In reply to Re: He called to say he wouldn't be calling..., posted by Sabina on August 24, 2003, at 21:50:10
yes, that dread is making me sit on my hands not to call him. But I have to believe he knows what it would take to make a difference and he's not doing it.
I've gone this long without calling him. We broke up two months ago and had an initial email flurry which just exacerbated the wounds. I did talk to him then, but it upset me every time. There was talk of getting counseling, but no real effort on his part. Then there were sporadic messages lately that I didn't answer. But there is always that last vestige of hope in any communication...
It's the finality I really have to face. I want him to call so badly and say he loves me and he'll do whatever it takes to make the relationship work. But it's not going to happen. This relationship is not going to happen.
I hope one day soon I'll stop hoping. I hope one day soon to be so distracted by someone new that I don't even notice.
Thanks Sabina.
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