Posted by giget on July 17, 2003, at 13:39:47
In reply to Re: oh wow, two weeks is not long!, posted by kara lynne on July 17, 2003, at 13:28:43
Thanks kara...
I have been looking for a new job, but want to move far away. That is why I have been asking everyone about jobs in CA. My way of living and personality will have much more respect there than the conservative town I live in. I have always, since knee high, told my family I was going to move. So it is not only putting my situation in a better position but also something that I have always wanted.
I think this may have been the push I needed to get out of here...
That was my last chance for a normal society accepted life. Even my therapist says, that I am in love with the dream not him anymore. I just have to find another path, to end up love and happy for myself.
So it sucks right now....
He will not call. With him there is no going back, no second chances. I think we only talked because he knew I would call and be all greatful for anything he did.
I know our ex's are jerks... Why is it so hard to let go? I just sorta feel off the wagon last night and freaked out. I hope I am not like this for long and don't breakdown again.
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