Posted by giget on July 17, 2003, at 7:36:43
Last night, driving home from my parents I just got so emotional I did not want to go on. I was looking for a spot I could drive down a hill or something, but was worried I might hit a guard rail and hit another car. Just because I do not want to be here, does not mean that I have to take an innocent with me.
I just freaked out. My emotions can change within 10 mins. I was fine one min then the next I freaked out.
I got home last night and did not feel any better, just wanting to go to sleep forever and this morning is not any better.... tears are welling up and I am just so overwhelmed.... Why can I not be at least on a constant level of emtions... not all over...
poster:giget
thread:242791
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