Posted by Tabitha on February 15, 2003, at 17:11:19
Oh, how I've tried not to let this get me down, but... learned yesterday (Valentine's Day!) that my ex and my former friend, whose dating has been a bitter pill for me to swallow for some time, are planning to marry in September.
Oh. Crap. It's hard to fight these thoughts that my life is all wrong. Other people grow up, move on, marry, have kids. I'm just proud that I'm rarely suicidal. My little solitary life where I'm functioning (mostly) OK suddenly doesn't seem OK.
I need to go out for succor. Lattes and movie rentals is all I can come up with. A browse through the bookstore. A hamburger.
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