Posted by kiddo on November 9, 2001, at 11:51:49
In reply to Re: SORRY » kiddo, posted by akc on November 9, 2001, at 9:22:16
Apology accepted, and I hope you'll accept mine. I too was a bit touchy. I was just hurt because I've never had a response like that since I've posted here. I was agreeing with you, putting what you said in my words, hoping my response was in agreement with yours. (hence the question mark).
It's been a bad week for me too. This thing with my pdoc's ex-partner seems to be neverending. It feels hopeless, because, I'm alone on it. You wouldn't believe how many people I've contacted and the response is always " I"m sorry, but unfortunately, there is nothing we can do for you at this time, however, if there's anything we can do for you in the future, please let us know."
I hope things are better for you, and I know (similar) how you feel. I shouldn't have replied the way I did either. Since we've both apologized, maybe we'll be forgiven and not sent the "Please be civil" message :-)
Kiddo
> I'm a little touchy right now. Just messed up in my head. I shouldn't have made that remark. I just had talked about control in my post -- thought it was the one thing I was clear about. I'll not make such remarks in the future.
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> akc
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> > Sorry-I did read your post. You also said you didn't quite know how to put it into words-I was just trying to help...I won't bother anymore...
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> > > If you read my post, I think that is exactly what I said.
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> > > > AKC-
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> > > > Perhaps it's the one thing you can control when everything else around you is so out of control? I think I can relate to everything everyone has posted on this thread.
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> > > > Kiddo
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> > > > > kid_A,
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> > > > > It is funny how your post has come along at just this time. I haven't struggled with thoughts of cutting for several months -- since the end of February, beginning of March. But for some reason, this week has been hard -- with the old patterns of each day getting worse rearing its head. I know it is the stress of taking care of my mom -- though she is doing exceptionally well this trip. Her husband is being his usual arrogant self, and for whatever reason, that is bothering me more than usual. But, I just keep hanging on. I don't want to go there again. It is like sobriety for me. I have some time under my belt, and I want to keep building.
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> > > > > It is easy to romantize -- and I can just hear the wheels turning in some peoples' heads -- how could that be? While there may be some biochemical reasons behind why self-harm is so effective as a release, there is for me much more to it -- the act itself holds meaning. It is hard to put it to words -- I have never even tried. It is something I try to perfect when I do it -- it is something I can control -- how much, how deep, how often.
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> > > > > Anyway, your post comes at an interesting time. Thanks for posting it -- it takes courage to admit that you self-harm.
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> > > > > akc
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