Posted by Greg on July 26, 2001, at 14:35:56
In reply to Re: Health care and other trivia ..., posted by Willow on July 26, 2001, at 12:49:48
> Ooh, exercise can be very painful. That's why more of us don't do it, we can't get into the "hurts so good" groove. Walking doesn't sound like exercise and late at night when I'm waiting for someone to post I'll walk done to my fresh water pond, Lake Nipissing (the southern bay), if you look at a map of Ontario you should be able to find me.
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> Last night the water was still, no moon, the sky was beautiful with thousands of stars, but I was too jumpy to enjoy it. : (I've looked at several maps trying to locate your lake, but no luck. Without giving away your exact location, is there a major town nearby that I could use for a starting point? I keep looking for a little Willow waving at me but can't find her :)
I like to take my walks at night too. I use the time to try to clear all the day's crap out of my system. I always take the path less-traveled so there's less of a chance of running into another human being, you know? I'd pay good money to have a lake nearby to walk by. You're very lucky!
God, even thinking about exercise makes my head hurt...
> Funny you should say that, because I was thinking along those lines during my walk. What am I scared of? People. If it was a secluded lake I would have enjoyed the night.
People...I love people. But I'm a lot more comfortable with them one-on-one. Crowds freak me out. I've been known to bolt and run out of stores just because there's more than one person in the same aisle with me. I don't know why and probably never will. I have a BBQ with all my ex co-workers on Saturday and the thought of it is terrifying at times. I need to be there, I want to do some networking and see if anyone knows of a job opening. I guess I'll just take along my usual pocket full of Xanax....
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> > When you're Little instead of Weeping, does that mean you're happier? I hope so.
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> Thanks! I wish so too. I yearn for those moments of joy, but I've found myself at a crossroad and don't know what to do. Little probably means insignificant, incapable, insecure, unsure ... all those negative thoughts.If it makes any difference, I don't see you as any of these things. You're sensitive, honest and obviously care about people. There isn't enough people like that in the world. I wish there were more of us... :)
Greg
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