Posted by gazo on March 29, 2007, at 16:29:14
In reply to Re: when is it abuse? - gazo, posted by one woman cine on March 28, 2007, at 14:35:26
the whole situation is complicated and i just can't say too much online. sometimes i think it is abuse, sometimes i think it doesn't count because it's my fault. i feel very responsible in this. it's one of the reasons i went into therapy, to try to sort this out. i have no self confidence anymore and my self esteem is not so good either
my first T kept me alive and he didn't even know it. more than once i almost committed suicide. i couldn't tell him, i thought he would have me hospitalized. The termination went badly mostly because i am grief and guilt stricken. i adore him.
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