Posted by khfreibe on December 21, 2006, at 12:47:29
In reply to Re: bi-polar and being married » khfreibe, posted by LJRen on December 21, 2006, at 11:32:18
It is hard. He is constantly saying how supportive he is but he really isn't, not when it counts anyway. If we disagree on something he will tell me that I am f*****g crazy, or nuts. He asks me every day almost if I have taken my fruit loop medicine. If I am in a bad mood or if I try to confront him with something he's done that bothers me he tells me I need to go take some more medicine. He cannot even begin to speculate on how it feels to be me. I think there is something wrong with him, or he wouldn't act like he does. And I love him so much and I am so in love with him, and the good times are absolutely amazing, I don't think anyone else in the world has what we have when things are good. I can't see myself ever loving anyone else after him, but I just get scared that things are never going to change and that he will continue to see everything as my fault and not learn to accept this as an illness, just as if I had cancer or something. It breaks my heart.
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