Posted by Gabbi~G~ on November 22, 2006, at 12:38:10
In reply to Re: staying away is getting harder to do » Gabbi~G~, posted by LJRen on November 20, 2006, at 10:53:24
> Why is that? Why does it all hinge on just one person? The one time he finally did call & we talked my life suddenly was at peace - from one stupid 30 min phone call.
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I have no idea, I wish I did, there have been times where I thought I needed anti-anxiety medication, and nothing else, and then recieved that phone-call or email, and slept like a baby, until of course, more questions resurface, and you're in agony again. And it *is* that one person.I wish I had more help and less, .. commiseration.
> The fact is, being ingnored strikes to the core of some deep rooted childhood issues of feeling like I never mattered. And so have someone who means so much to me do something so purposely painful, it's beyond what my head can handle. And now, to make matters worse, my cat died last week, and I reached out to him for consolation since he knew the her as well. But again, I have heard nothing in return - no phone call, no email - nothing. To me, it's downright cruel to abandon someone when their cherished pet dies. But it also makes me realize how screwed up in the head he must be for him to do that b/c under normal circumstances he would never do that.
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> Thanks for your support.
> Ren
>I'm so sorry about your cat, I can relate to that one too. Gosh I'm just sorry, because I know the pain so well.
You have all my support..
Thinking of you (really)
poster:Gabbi~G~
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