Posted by LJRen on November 6, 2006, at 23:22:03
Just wanted to unload a little I guess since I can't call my best friend. I miss him so much and it's killing me that I can't contact him in any way. If I break our agreement I may jeopardize our friendship forever. But he's been my confidant for the past 3 years and now suddenly he's not. He's got his own personal problems for the first time ever and I'm not in a good enough place to help him. And I don't want to do anything to hinder him, but damn why does it have to be so hard. I realize life is full of lessons, but why am I always thrown the hardest lessons out there. It really feels like torture sometimes instead of growth.
Ren
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thread:701107
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