Posted by alesta on November 10, 2005, at 10:49:01
In reply to Re: just venting...no need to reply ukay:) » Tamar, posted by alesta on November 10, 2005, at 9:37:03
<he is all i have. that's a biggie.
i was thinking about this statement...if i could fix the problem of making a guy the center of my universe it would no doubt help. i do 'socialize' a lot when around ppl, but really am an introvert at heart and prefer to focus my affections/attention on very few ppl. maybe i should work with this...acquire a couple good friendships. but they are hard to find or i am uninterested for some reason. maybe cause they cut into my thinking time (or in a few cases perhaps i am afraid i will become possessive of them - usually i feel that way about online friendships for some weird reason). i turn down invitations to hang out with ppl or start up friendships. god, i'm such an isolationist lol. oh well..that's who i am. but maybe itf i will try and develop some close friendships..when my life is straightened out. sorry to talk your ear off. ok i'm done brainstorming about this thank god..:)..aim (that was my last self-absorbed post for a while i hope.) have a fantastic day!...
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