Posted by corafree on October 23, 2005, at 9:41:47
Hi all. A couple days ago a sort-of-significant man called me a 'stupid b___h!' I can still hear it in my head.
W/ a life of relationships deteriorated, I must admit that sometimes in that failure I wonder if I am not very smart. Ya know maybe that's why everything is so screwed up in my life! That's why I challenge authority. That's why I can't 'play the game of life' properly. That's why I end up alone?!
It hurts me to the core to be called stupid! Because .. it's something I've always wondered that might be true. I have always stayed as far away from IQ tests as possible.
Has anyone else ever felt like this?
Bestwishes, cf
poster:corafree
thread:570850
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