Posted by happyflower on August 29, 2005, at 9:38:54
In reply to Re: Are you married, how long, and is it your firs » happyflower, posted by 10derHeart on August 29, 2005, at 2:09:54
> Divorced more than 18 years. Don't like it one bit. Marriage is awesome and wonderful.
Hi 10der! For some reason I thought you were a lot younger than me. You married very young, but at least you got a beautiful daugher from it. How old is she and what is she like? Are you two close?
> Married first at 19, for 4 years. Produced beautiful daughter. Divorced for dumb, immature reasons. Mistake. >> Gosh.....I RARELY tell anyone this stuff, lots of shame and embarassment. Think all people will judge me a defective failure :-( What did you start, HF? Oh....maybe it being 2 am and me both depressed and wide awake explains it....
Yup, I am feeling down too, that is why I can't sleep either. I am worried about my T appointment today. Now I have too many things I want to talk about or I should say I DON'T want to talk about. I feel so emotional today. Ik, I hate emotions, don't you. I think I liked it better before therapy when I didn't feel anything. Hey, I am sorry I started anything, if anything blame my T, okay? lol :) I don't think you are a failure, maybe the last guy was, but that isn't your fault. Try to hang in there okay, I am trying. I just feel like I am going to fall apart today in therapy which I have never done. GOtta go and get ready to cry my eyes out or sit in T with a stare. AAUUUGGGHHHH!!! Wana go for me?
> >> Would you marry the same person again? Me, not sure.<<
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> No, not in either case, with what I know about myself now. Wrong men, wrong timing...just wrong.
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> Sorry you're going through so much doubt. It's got to be stressful for you ((HF))
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