Posted by 10derHeart on August 29, 2005, at 2:09:54
In reply to Are you married, how long, and is it your first?, posted by happyflower on August 29, 2005, at 1:00:22
> I Have been married almost 12 years.
Divorced more than 18 years. Don't like it one bit. Marriage is awesome and wonderful.
Married first at 19, for 4 years. Produced beautiful daughter. Divorced for dumb, immature reasons. Mistake. But, ex passed away from brain tumor 8 years later...avoided being a widow, but daughter missed out on so much of daddy. He was a good man and father.
Married again at 25 - 1.5 years. Jerk. Physical and emotional abuse. Ignorant me, didn't see it coming, although my best friend AND HIS mother told me NOT to marry him! Did it anyway. Lonely? Stupid? Stubborn? Who knows.
Gosh.....I RARELY tell anyone this stuff, lots of shame and embarassment. Think all people will judge me a defective failure :-( What did you start, HF? Oh....maybe it being 2 am and me both depressed and wide awake explains it....
>> Would you marry the same person again? Me, not sure.<<
No, not in either case, with what I know about myself now. Wrong men, wrong timing...just wrong.
Sorry you're going through so much doubt. It's got to be stressful for you ((HF))
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