Posted by sunny10 on February 25, 2005, at 10:37:24
In reply to Re: not-so-sunny today, posted by Susan47 on February 25, 2005, at 10:09:42
Says he wants a life with me- knows that I am only with him because "he gave up drugs"- 'cause you know they scare the bejeezus out of me- I finally told him that if he had to do them, "don't do them around me, because you are not the same person when you are on them and that person scares me"- and he was doing it in the house last night- obviously also thinks I am stupid....
oh, well, guess he's not the right one for me to build a life with after all.
My heart is very heavy, because now I have to live with him for another year and six months until our lease ends..... There goes another three years of my life, wasted on someone who lied about their availability to love...
I feel so heavy inside- my heart is just thudding inside my chest right now....
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