Posted by sunny10 on February 23, 2005, at 10:07:39
In reply to Re: Getting Older, my father » sunny10, posted by Susan47 on February 22, 2005, at 16:10:55
no, I very clearly heard you talking to me- and everything you said is true...
It is so hard to NOT feel guilty that it is easy for me to support him because we hold the same views...I honestly don't think I could hold my integrity intact if we were opposed- and my integrity is very important to me.
That's why guilt is raising its ugly little head. Because I HAVEN'T hard to make a hard choice; I don't have the confidence that I would have made the same choice to support his wishes...
Am I as strong as I thought I had become? This makes me question myself more than I was ready to, I guess...
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