Posted by alexandra_k on October 31, 2004, at 0:09:21
I have never had a proper boyfriend. Nobody has really showed much interest in me. Except church leaders, teachers and the like, but then that was when I was a teenager. Now I just have 'arrangements', sometimes. But I have never been out on a date. Never had a proper boyfriend.
Sometimes I think there is something seriously wrong with me. Can I only care for people I am not allowed? And I know that is not healthy caring anyway.
I feel like my body is all wired up wrong now.
I try to keep remembering why I like to be single.
I don't think I'll ever be anything but.
poster:alexandra_k
thread:409437
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