Posted by Kay-Len on October 21, 2004, at 18:57:03
In reply to Re: I am living a double life, posted by Kay-Len on October 21, 2004, at 18:42:14
to dazed ...and also Jia...I want to say thanks.
I just realized by being able to just let some of it out ..what im looking for and it is ...I am not sure if I should stay with my husband because I can't believe him and he may be completely honest but after being betrayed how would I know???And also mostly I want to come clean with my life....not neccessarily tell everyone I know the whole sordid story but at least to not have to keep on lying and acting ...I mean holy smokes...will the real me please stand up...ive got two homes each comes with a complete diferent life....how can I even begin to do that???...I can't even let hub go...and he is toxic for me ...I began laughing the other day because I mentioned divorce to him and him being fair...thats when I began laughing ..he says "what so funny?"..i said back,,,your NOT EVEN fair to me now and I think you may be fair if we were divorcing???...im smelling the coffee ..but I still need to wake up...oh and I think I forgot to mention im hypo/manic.....used to be full on bi/polar but im getting better since ive got a place of refuge now.
thanks again....
Kay-Len
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