Posted by Kay-Len on October 20, 2004, at 13:17:23
In reply to Re: I am living a double life...or am I surviving one, posted by Jai Narayan on October 19, 2004, at 19:28:06
> gosh, that's quite a story.
> you must have been in a lot of pain.
> how did you make it through?
> did you get support from anyone.
>
> how long ago where you on the psycho babble site?
> take care
> Jai
>
Hi, Jai
I have spent most of my time blaming my husband ...I felt and still do feel helpless..and I told lies...and tried to believe them myself....at one point he came to my house in another state gutted it and threw my possesions away at first with me watching ...then physicaly forcing me away...at the time I thought he could legaly do that. I don't think I have made it through im sitting in our house right now while he is in the office on the same property.
at one point I realized if I had someone to believe what is going on I would get some support...to my horror my sister told me my husband was great and something was wrong with me ....and another person told me of the horrors of divorce and being pennyless...I still don't have support because When I am at the other home i push it all away and pretend im alone .
I am guessing but I think it was approx 2 years ago that I was lurking here in psycho babble .
Thank You for commenting Jai,
Kay-Len
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