Posted by AdaGrace on October 17, 2004, at 17:33:20
In reply to Remembering Him This Morning, posted by AdaGrace on October 17, 2004, at 8:21:30
Sundays are sometimes the hardest for me. Left alone, nothing to do but think of him. Sundays were our days to rest and chat on the phone. So many things said together. So many moments shared.
"I am so glad I met you"
"you keep me going"
"I hate it when we don't talk"
"I love you so comepletely"
"You are my world"
"You are the best thing that has ever happened to me"
"I wasn't living until I met you"
"You make life worth living"
"When we were together you were heaven sent"
"I've never felt this way about anyone else in my life"
"I never knew love till I met you"Now it all runs together in my mind and I imagine him saying that to her. I imagine him being with her, touching her, making love to her like he did to me. I imagine him sitting with her on the couch, watching tv. Taking her out, being with her the way we could never be together. I am eaten up with hurt, jealously, and anger.....yet so very very sad. I am so very empty. I want to be held. I want to be told I'm the one. I want him to love me again.
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