Posted by just plain jane on September 27, 2004, at 18:40:30
In reply to Anger -- will it go away????, posted by tulip04 on September 26, 2004, at 7:47:31
I know it may seem unbelievable, but I find that this forum IS a good place to "vent it out", whether or not anyone ever replies to my posts.
I just never used to tell anyone ANYTHING negative about my relationships, I'd only say what a good person he truly was, or point out something favorable he did. Not ONE word about their abuse, nothing bitter, no matter how bad things were.In a way, that was my own personal victory... no revenge, no stooping to badmouthing (even though everything I could have said would have been plain facts - not attitude).
BUT I think the relationship I just ended was "the straw" 'cause this camel's back is just tired of trying.
I got to rant yesterday about my grand finale, which wasn't so grand; just rattling on about it in a "public" place, as this is, got me a head start on relief.
And I haven't even shaved off the moldy outer layer of my ire yet. But I imagine I'll post some more of my angry blather.
Felt like a fool for the whole time we were together, so you're not alone on that one. He's a born and well-trained manipulator and I fellllllllllll eyes wide open bought and paid for it.
So I've had a pretty (un)healthy anger at myself.
Let it rip!!!
I'm readin'
(so will everybody else 'cause the ranting and juicy stuff are like dessert - irresistible)\:-}
just plain jane
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