Posted by Lamdage on August 25, 2011, at 6:42:41
In reply to Re: pretty f*ck*d » Lamdage, posted by floatingbridge on August 23, 2011, at 19:31:57
> A good enough therapist can be difficult to find :-/
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> Don't give up.
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> It doesn't sound like you are....
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> Hang in there at work today.
I hung in there but my back didn't.. While i could deadlift 330 pounds for repetitions at a time in my life without back problems.. i can't do this work.I couldn't lift the parcels cleanly anymore and my back hurt every time.. I could do something else with less lifting yesterday as an exception but usually the folks from my firm only do the lifting out of containers.
Still its a common feeling dropping out somewhere. Its a lifelong pattern. Theres a lot of pressure on me and i felt just awful. Its like I'm trying to climb the himalaya (Psychologically and wanting to go to the us to study) and i didn't even put up my base camp.
I also feel very uncomfortable socially in a work environment like that..
Anyway got a job interview on monday for a better job. This parcel lifting was just meant to be until i find something better
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, severe
Refractory atypical double depression, severe
Social anxiety disorder, moderate
ADD, inattentive, moderate
Hints of borderline
Nardil 67.5mg
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