Posted by Lamdage on August 23, 2011, at 18:21:47
In reply to Re: pretty f*ck*d » Lamdage, posted by floatingbridge on August 23, 2011, at 17:50:15
Hey floating bridge,
no therapist.. i was too overwhelmed by the amount of Ts i probably have to visit until i find one with whom i can work with.
Think its imperative that the T has gotten the help i am looking for. Like my T in the states, she is a wonderful woman.. Yes over time she became pretty attractive to me.See mental health professionals on the whole have done me a lot of harm, especially in germany. Thats why i am reluctant/procrastinating.
Im going to bed now.. sort of. Work will rape me. Got to leave the house in less than 2 hours. 3am that is.
> (((Lamdage)))
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> You got a therapist on board with you? PTSD is really too tough to go alone. We all need guides.
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> Feeling has a double edge. It's good and it hurts sometimes.
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> Being alive is like that sometimes. It's good and it's
> sometimes painful. You aren't alone in that at all, even if it is night where you are.
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> Are there stars out? Any breeze on the balcony?
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> I sometimes find that if I look up at the sky, especially if there
> are stars, but even the night clouds, and feel my breath, after awhile, the pain breaks up and passes.
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> The sky is always beautiful.
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, severe
Refractory atypical double depression, severe
Social anxiety disorder, moderate
ADD, inattentive, moderate
Hints of borderline
Nardil 67.5mg
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