Hey Guys, thanks for all the posts, i did not expect this. Yes i am full of rage.. it helps tremendously to have (the right) people listen. There is so much rage in me that has been stuffed down all these years... I used to like thinking of myself as an "easygoing" person but truthfully i just repressed all feeling and stored it in a deep and far away place.
Btw i was born and raised in germany!
"If you will persist in behaving against our beliefs, it makes it impossible for us to help you"
@ Sigi Your sentence pretty much hits the nail on the head.
Whats getting on my nerves is being "germanized" again. Its like a mental restraint living here. At least for me and quite a few other germans. Some like it i guess :S
Thanks Dinah your post made me feel a bit better. Well what i just started doing is "tricking" itunes into believing im living in the states and buying psychology related audiobooks. I listened to one yesterday, while sitting in trains and busses alot.
I will post again soon with more time.
Thanks
Ld
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Refractory atypical double depression, severe
Social anxiety disorder, moderate
ADD, inattentive, moderate
Hints of borderline
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