Posted by Lamdage on August 16, 2011, at 23:46:11
In reply to Re: Hatred, disapointment, hurt, posted by sigismund on August 15, 2011, at 4:51:07
Hey Guys, thanks for all the posts, i did not expect this. Yes i am full of rage.. it helps tremendously to have (the right) people listen. There is so much rage in me that has been stuffed down all these years... I used to like thinking of myself as an "easygoing" person but truthfully i just repressed all feeling and stored it in a deep and far away place.
Btw i was born and raised in germany!"If you will persist in behaving against our beliefs, it makes it impossible for us to help you"
@ Sigi Your sentence pretty much hits the nail on the head.
Whats getting on my nerves is being "germanized" again. Its like a mental restraint living here. At least for me and quite a few other germans. Some like it i guess :S
Thanks Dinah your post made me feel a bit better. Well what i just started doing is "tricking" itunes into believing im living in the states and buying psychology related audiobooks. I listened to one yesterday, while sitting in trains and busses alot.
I will post again soon with more time.
Thanks
LdComplex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, severe
Refractory atypical double depression, severe
Social anxiety disorder, moderate
ADD, inattentive, moderate
Hints of borderline
Nardil 67.5mg
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