Posted by Lamdage on August 23, 2011, at 17:31:00
In reply to Re: Hatred, disapointment, hurt, posted by Lamdage on August 16, 2011, at 23:46:11
oh well.. suicide thoughts, sitting on the balcony feeling a not so shallow longing to disappear. middle of the night no one to call. no parents, none, not ever.
few friends. crying once againon the positive side i seem to have some more emotion. Yep its like what i told myself the day nardil first kicked in. Either I'm gonna make it or I'm gonna sink with this ship. At least i have felt some truth in my life, had no idea what that is. How would i? No one showed me. On the contrary i was punished for looking for it
Complex Post Traumatic Stress Disorder, severe
Refractory atypical double depression, severe
Social anxiety disorder, moderate
ADD, inattentive, moderate
Hints of borderline
Nardil 67.5mg
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