Posted by 10derheart on January 4, 2011, at 18:36:19
In reply to Re: ((((((10derheart))))))))) » floatingbridge, posted by 10derheart on January 2, 2011, at 2:50:35
Why
did
you
do
this
TOTALLY UNNECESSARY THING, YOU IDIOT??!!
(back to work...are you going to read my two very proper, restrained and decent emails........ARE YOU???!!!)
Or if it was needed for *your* mental health, how can you neglect and refuse to explain that to me?
I CANNOT READ YOUR MIND AND NEITHER CAN MY NEW T. AND YOUR CRYPTIC CRAP IS MAKING IT SOOOOOOO HARD FOR HER TO HELP ME.Six years is NOT A JOKE OR TRIVIAL.
How many times did you tell me in various words, "You are *not* like any other client," to confirm or assure me we had something quite a bit beyond the professional, helping relationship. We always comfortably agreed we had become buddies around two or three shared interests, values and beliefs and it was nice and still appropriate and HELPED the therapy. You claimed you would VERY MUCH like to stay in touch. Yes, of course you eventually realized you'd lost vigilance and focus on the therapy issues (other than my need to feel special and cherished) and allowed yourself to just be a quasi-significant other by email because, perhaps ironically, it WAS helping things in me heal ....I saw it, too. I GET IT, AS YOU KNOW. But it was and is what it is. You cannot "fix" it like this.
THIS CAUSES HARM. I am unraveling, you jerk.
LIAR>LIAR>LIAR.
Yeah, guess I wasn't like others. I was the first to be disposed of like garbage when you *felt* like it. Ooops....forgot...ex-clients have NO STATUS because THAT'S ALL I EVER WAS WORK, WORK, WORK AND YOU LIED ABOUT ALL THE REST OF THE RELATIONSHIP.
WAS THIS ALL TECHNIQUE? FOR YEARS??????
tell me the truth finally, you chicken**it.
I want to smash ****** ***** **.
--10der, who is enraged inside most of the time
MDD (presently in complete remission); ADD-Inattentive type; mild anxiety (not fomally dx'd)
Meds: Strattera 80 mg q day
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