Posted by B2Chica on November 28, 2010, at 20:19:57
In reply to Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp?, posted by Annabelle Smith on November 28, 2010, at 14:26:29
that you for at least posting.
i appreciate and "get" the mention of the demons and growth.so incredibly true for me.
a suicide hotline would not be of help for me, as i think its more of a self-injury (to the max) kinda thing. i think. and how would i even mention that to themthey'd just tell me what everyone else doeswait and make sure you tell your therapist..@#^%!Some type of crisis line is what i need.
i wonder if an addiction hotline would be helpful?? maybe?
its only a little after 8:00 now but BOTH kids are STILL up!? ughand i was so bad/angry at them this last hour so finally even my DH told me to take meds and offered me a beer. took my 10mg ability and my gabapentin. feeling still a little on f-ing edgebut starting to feel 'slow'. whatever that means right?
At least my DH has the little one tonight! F-ing FINALLY!!!
and my oldest is at the table with me, she's eating a snack as i type
great mother huhi do think typing here helps. so i will keep that. but there are timesmany times where i need INSTANT returns on my questions or concernsand a forum doesn't cut it.
and yes, still both. i cant afford either but my t offered AGAIN to offer me less payments. i'm extremely grateful but feel like a pile of sh*t cant even pay f-ing copay!
gotta run.
little ones done and looking over shouldergood thing she cant read yetps sorry for the flaired language tonight...
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