not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp?

Posted by B2Chica on November 26, 2010, at 23:11:08

it seems i have my most self-depricating thoughts at night. That i am most in need of support, nay a sponsor of sorts that i can text or such. has anyone ever heard of such a group or support that i can call/text anywhere from 9:00 to 3 or so am? i want to drink and mix down meds SO bad at this time. and i pretty much got a limit from my pdoc as to how much of each would put me in a coma.
This scares me, but also ....would it be sick to entice me a bit. no not entice...encourage. giving me the gun without the amunition? cant seem to find the right analogy.
i have trouble with flashbacks, anger, and most self hatred.
and of course wanting to SI, or OD.
any ideas please mention. i will check on my post tomorrow night.
b2c.

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not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? B2Chica 11/26/10
why cant anyone seem to hlp me? (nm) B2Chica 11/27/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? Annabelle Smith 11/28/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? B2Chica 11/28/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » B2Chica obsidian 11/28/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » obsidian B2Chica 11/28/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » B2Chica obsidian 11/28/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » B2Chica sigismund 11/29/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » sigismund B2chica 11/29/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » B2chica Phillipa 11/30/10
Re: not sure what to title this (trigger)_nd 4 hlp? » B2chica sigismund 11/30/10

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