Posted by widget on August 25, 2010, at 4:14:51
In reply to Re: Deja Vu with therapist, posted by Willful on August 24, 2010, at 22:43:21
To Willful, Thank you for your kindness. I am stuck in wanting that "specialness" that I missed as a child. It is true. It is making me very sad (or I am allowing it to make me sad). Perhaps this is what I need to discuss with my therapist. Bedcause, I am trying so very hard to do the work. I get caught up in my therapist's kindness and unconditional acceptance. My brain seizes upon this as possible love I have missed and I want it so very much. I am "driven" to try to obtain it and, of course, cannot. Thus, frustration. I feel very badly about some of the responses to my inital post. It feels like I am being upbraided for my poor therapy behavior. I don't mean to be a poor therapy recipient. I am not doing it on purpose. I am in a lot of pain. Thanks for not being harsh but gentle. Sincerely, Widget
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