Posted by twilight on May 2, 2010, at 14:54:46
In reply to I don't understand what I'm feeling, posted by Daisym on April 29, 2010, at 20:39:24
I understand your feeling of hurt all too well Daisy. I think that sometimes it's scary to bring "all of us" into the room -.the good, the bad, the positive and the sad, as it represents (to me), the idea that yeah, maybe I am making a big deal out of "it", why not just think differently and focus on the positive and get on with my life. And then perhaps the thought that, maybe T thinks that too. Of course, that's my own irrational thinking, but I can't help it sometimes. All I want to say is, I do get it.
I think it's natural for our T's to react to "progress" in a way, right? Get a little excited about other aspects of our lives (like bowling chat) that may be, for us, just a cover up on the outside for what we are feeling inside.
And then I kick myself for not being able to really be that positive. It's all hard.
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