Posted by deerock on December 11, 2009, at 16:25:52
In reply to Re: fired by my T, posted by pegasus on December 11, 2009, at 13:54:55
hi peg, yeah, its confusing for me. i think what youre saying makes sense. and i think ive been taking a psych med that is making my anger worse because my T called my PDOC which she does not usually do...so clearly she was like woah, he is coming undone.....better tell the PDOC.
its just really weird. she urges me to share my feelings. i asked if i could share a violent fantasy. she said in a confident way, it is ok with me if it is ok with you. so i felt like i was assured safety. and it drew her to tears and then she tells me i need a consult.
i kind of feel betrayed. even if it is the meds making me more angry and it shocked her.
but whats more interesting..is i told a close friend about this and how the therapist thinks the meds are involved...and he was just like...oh cmon, youve wanted to say this to her for years.
sounds like i could be unaware of how much the meds affect me. sounds like she might be unaware of how much anger is in me. and sounds like she may not able to hold as much anger as she thinks.
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