Posted by Deneb on April 15, 2009, at 20:22:17
In reply to Re: I feel like I am losing my mind *trigger*, posted by Deneb on April 15, 2009, at 19:51:55
I am getting a little worried again, as I just realized how much planning I actually did that time I OD'd and ended up in the hospital.
I went to the store specifically to buy pills to OD on that time.
But maybe this is a good thing, it wasn't 100% impulsive, which means as long as I don't plan anything now, I should be OK.
Perhaps I should make a plan to call 911 right away if actually take the bus to the Golden Gate Bridge by myself.
Whatever I do, I absolutely cannot rely on Dr. Bob or Babblers to "save" me.
poster:Deneb
thread:890618
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