Posted by antigua3 on February 9, 2009, at 10:52:43
In reply to Re: Testing - trigger » DAisym, posted by backseatdriver on February 9, 2009, at 9:48:02
Just spoke w/my T. She called about scheduling this week's appointment, and I delved right into the issue. I wasn't really surprised to learn that she didn't get the letter, or hasn't found it yet in the pile of mail she needs to go through.
I told her honestly how I felt. Told her that I didn't think she would have avoided responding to my letter, and she agreed that she wouldn't have, and how I was reduced to that little girl who thought nobody cared. I told her I'd been worried about her, and she assured me that what had been transpiring has now passed.
So she will look for the letter, but I will bring her a copy when I see her later this week, which BTW, will be after my visit w/my pdoc. (too bad it isn't the othe way around, but I will probably need to talk to her about his response, or lack thereof, anyway.)
It is so easy to spiral downward into negative emotion. Rationally, I know this so well, but when I'm in the midst of it, I just can't see clearly. I'm able to stop myself more often now, but this one was just too hard because I couldn't get my head around what I was feeling.
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