Posted by obsidian on November 22, 2008, at 0:46:00
In reply to Re: (trigger) I just tried to post something about how » obsidian, posted by JayMac on November 21, 2008, at 14:06:42
> Obsidian,
> I don't mean to bring you down, but I am concerned about your marijuana use. You said that you are using large quantities and THAT CONCERNS ME. Is your pdoc or any doc of yours aware of this? From what I've heard, marijuana can make depression worse.My T knows. My pdoc knows, but not to the extent that my T knows, and he doesn't even know the whole story. You know it's funny, I've just lost track of things, like filling meds, and there is one in particular that I have decreased and have been cutting out completely on some days. My theory is that it mainly keeps me asleep, and sleeping people aren't necessarily as concerned with the world around them. I've had to skip this med a lot because combined with the sedation from the cannabis, I just can't tolerate it and function (or some lame version of "function") at the same time.
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> IMO, I strongly recommend you speak with someone about your use. I'm sure your habit isn't helping your state of depression and overall sense of self worth, especially if you are dependent upon marijuana. Im the past, you have mentioned your use, so the fact that it's brought up again shows me that there is more to your situation than just the depression.Some people think that marijuana can be a problem. You know I'm not sure I can tell.
I may not KNOW you in person, but I value your existence and I value your contributions to this board. I am deeply concerned about you as a person. I know that you may or may not be ready to discuss this topic on here or with anyone else, but please know that there is help.
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> Please do not take this as a confrontation. I'm curious about all of this, I'm especially concerned for your well being.It's alright because I don't seem to have an opinion right now. I appreciate that you can express an opinion regarding the matter. I don't seem to be setting a lot of healthy limits. I'm leaning toward nihilism at the moment.
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> Hugs!!!!!
> JayMacthanks for the hugs JayMac, I hope all is well with you.
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