Posted by Dinah on November 6, 2008, at 8:32:25
In reply to Re: A bit of a RAMBLE, posted by muffled on November 5, 2008, at 22:31:05
Well, when I looked back and found the posts from biofeedback guy days, I realized I had remembered it slightly differently than how it happened. I suppose I wanted to allow myself more power in the interaction.
What happened was more an attack from him from the very first day on my therapist and then later on me. I really do think he was trying to shock me into some realization or another. Now my memory has been restored, I recall that I really wanted to do this so was behaving very well. I may have been defensive. (Well who wouldn't be if someone started out by calling my therapist narcissistic for absolutely no reason but the length of our therapy.) But I wasn't aggressive.
It was all rather pathetic really.
All in all it's no wonder I don't want to look again. I have the distinct feeling that therapists wouldn't like me, as well as vice versa.
I don't think I'm disappointed enough with my therapist to want to face that. I'd rather be afraid of vomit forever.
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