Posted by JouezMoi on October 23, 2008, at 17:34:42
In reply to Re: Pain is part of life, but suffering is a choic » raisinb, posted by healing928 on October 23, 2008, at 11:01:22
I missed out on some good Babble on this subject last night. I was too busy reeling in pain and suffering, yet again, from my mother. You would think by now I would accept. Everytime I think I am there, she takes it a step further. I'm starting to think that either she wants to keep me angry at her, or I find a way to keep being angry at her ... or both.
It messed up my whole day, made me short-tempered and intolerant with people in my new job (what a great first impression) and I am now walking down that slippery slope of depression, anger and despair.
Then to and insult to injury, I called my T and she says she has no sympathy for me ..."I should have learned by now not to expect anything else from my mother .. it's my fault she hurt and upset me".
Will this ever change? What have I become? I don't even know me anymore.
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