Posted by muffled on October 13, 2008, at 12:43:28
In reply to Re: Big trauma trigger for me (CSA) MAJOR TRIGGER » antigua3, posted by Partlycloudy on October 13, 2008, at 11:00:33
There is no blame to you. You were a scared kid, so you blocked it. That was smart. That enabled you to go on.
The PERP hurt the other child NOT you.
I firmly beleive you are here for a reason, that you survived for a reason, that you must endure this pain and grow from it for a reason.
Little things we do, or do not do, in our lives all have an effect true.
But you remained silent out of terror, not in order to cause hurt, you had no way of knowing or comprehending what happened to you. Its incomprehensible that people do some of what they do. It is imcomprehensible to mature adults let alone a young person.
The perp hurt you and that other kid for whatever reasons, but HE did the hurting.
I am so sorry this happened to you partlycloudy,and I am so sorry for that other child, but maybe now you can work on healing some of whats inside you and hurting you still.
It is time.
Time to heal, to grow, to someday pass along good things.
Thats what I tell myself.
Take special good care of yourself.
You are the same person.
One that I have always enjoyed.
Sorry if this is stupid, but I mean well.
(((partlycloudy))))
M
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