Posted by turtle on September 21, 2008, at 11:21:54
In reply to Re: Missing Shell? » turtle, posted by lucie lu on September 20, 2008, at 23:47:55
Hi Lucie
Thanks for a very important reminder - to take it slow and let myself enjoy the new feelings of trust. Ill have to think about this for a bit.
I think that Ive been focused mostly on how vulnerable I feel, how shameful it is to have needs, and my fear of making her feel uncomfortable with it. When I step back and take another look though, it is true that it feels good too. I dont have the words for all of those feelings yet, but its something good.
Its funny that you commented on the capital Need. I had the urge to write NEED in some big, bold and demanding way that represented all that I felt, but restrained myself to just one little Capital letter. As you mentioned, growth and healing is very much a journey - recognizing Need, allowing it to exist, having someone to share it with, and finding the courage to get those words out of my mouth. Its all a bit overwhelming! (and good!)
thanks!
Turtle
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