Posted by rskontos on May 4, 2008, at 16:25:28
In reply to Re: Something I read today got me thinking, posted by muffled on May 4, 2008, at 0:52:12
Muffled, I am with you there. I too have no memory of my younger life, and yet both of my sisters tell me stuff that has happened and it still inspires no recollection. I was having memories come back to me but I shut them down. they scared me because of the SA stuff. Slowly on my own, I am letting them come back. I have learned to control them on my own somewhat. I can open my mind to them some, and I can close it some. I am just knowing at some point they will take over and I won't be able to control it. At least this is my belief, and to be honest I am not sure if it when help or hinder to know all the gory details. If it would give me more of an identity or not and if it would help unfragment or cause more of a rift. Do you get that.
But I get how you feel. I feel this same so much of the time:( and I am not sure therapy helps.
rsk
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