Posted by muffled on May 4, 2008, at 0:52:12
In reply to Something I read today got me thinking, posted by rskontos on May 3, 2008, at 18:02:02
I dunno who *I* am.
I get weirded out and mebbe jealous of people talking bout being a kid.
When my sibs talk bout stuff, I try to remember, but I get anxious and shut down.
I feel like I was planted in my family by aliens or something.
Sometimes I can remember a few bits, but very very little, and sometimes I not sure if I remember or it was told to me by sibs.
I now realize that I must have a chronological history. I MUST. But I honestly didn't realize it it B4. I just existed primarily from day to day.
I still not sure who *I* am.
Who am I typing these words?
A fragment?
I dunno.
Sucks.
Used to bother me alot, having no history, but I used to it now.
Knowing that there IS a history, even if I don't remember, helps.
I am real. I exist.
Cut me, do I not bleed?
M
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