Posted by sunnydays on April 13, 2008, at 20:02:04
In reply to Re: change.... maybe good, maybe not » sunnydays, posted by gardenergirl on April 13, 2008, at 18:38:52
Thanks gg. I think you understand too. :) It's really hard having what feels like two completely different responses at the same time. And it's gotten to be such a habit to email my T when I feel bad that I keep finding myself feeling something, wanting to email him, and then getting disappointed when I realize I can't - well, I could, but when I think of what I would write I can't seem to think of any words. I have a feeling twice a week is going to end up being a lot more like never for a while at least because it has made me so self-conscious about writing to him.
But I started a new disk to have a journal on my computer (I write so much for school, that I can't stand the thought of keeping a hand-written journal - my hand would fall off!). So I can write in that. And I'm going to get back to drawing, which I used to do a lot.
Thanks for responding,
sunnydays
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