I want to hate my old T

Posted by Happyflower on April 6, 2008, at 11:43:16

I saw him today at the gym, been trying to avoid him and I have been too depressed to work out. Thought it was nice enough he would be running outside, but I guess not. I wouldn't make eye contact with him, I just pretended to be preoccupied with my book while doing my elliptical machine. I just want to hate him but I can't. But I guess I am still angry at him for what he did. He hurt me badly and as much as I try and as much EMDR and 6 mo. working on this in therapy , I still feel hurt and angry about him. But at the same time I want to talk to him about anything at all. I think I still love him and it hurts like hell to have lost him. I am a sick puppy I guess.

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I want to hate my old T Happyflower 4/6/08
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