Posted by raisinb on March 29, 2008, at 11:36:43
In reply to Re: well, posted by seldomseen on March 28, 2008, at 18:36:12
I know. I wish now I'd picked up. I thought it would be safer not to, but I don't think I predicted how I would feel afterwards.
My fear of rejection is very intense. Sometimes it precipitates a little attack where I get dizzy, see spots in front of my eyes, and occasionally faint (last year I fainted when a boyfriend broke up with me unexpectedly. Very Victorian of me :) )
You are right, though. Taking risks is difficult for me, but I know I won't grow unless I do it.
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