Posted by raisinb on March 28, 2008, at 8:48:49
In reply to had a really horrible session today *long*, posted by raisinb on March 27, 2008, at 18:38:20
You've given me some much-needed perspective. I can see the point about actions speaking louder than words, but when the emotional presence AND the words are rejecting, it's difficult to deal with. And I just came off a serious bout of depression (triggered by last week's bad session and a visit from my family), which my T knows. It seems like she has a tendency to kick me when I'm down, which makes it hard to feel safe.
I still can't fathom what to say to her later. I can't figure out how you talk to someone about how you feel when they've already rejected you so badly. I really have nothing to say. Guess it'll be a short conversation :)
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